I have been alive for 13 years and have a shit face. I am not witty, smart or pretty. I follow trends. I want to lose weight. Frankly, I am just like everybody else: ordinary, normal and discontent with their lives. I enjoy pretending to exercise, walks in the park and blogging. I used to play lame games(i still do) and I swim. Sometimes. i dont welcome spammers too. i want him to be the one who makes me smile like nobody's business.
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Friday, March 13, 2009 @ 7:50 AM
sigh..

today, i thought i wont cry at all. in the end i did, i regretted coming online everyday. should i just listen to my dad and dont use comp? sigh. im always alone when coming online, even those who accompany me, will still leave me, someday. cause im interrupting their wonderful perfect lives. im no match for anyone. i always lose, i get insulted, i get laughed at, i deserved everything i have now. and my whole eye was red now cause of all the crying. ppl ask me smile, i did, but, why smile when your never happy? my throat is very thick now, i think im going to break down soon.






im miserable at best without you.