sigh, my sister is sick, my mother is sick. and i have huge responsibilities. gotta take care of my sister for my mom. and gotta take care of my mom by helping her do chores and stuff. and, idk why i feel so down when i saw the pm. letting go, i thought i could do it? maybe i cant. thats why it hurts so much. but all the sadness goes away whenever im with 1e2 or my clique. they always made me laugh and drain all the worries. :). today art class was fun, our class have drawing skills that can make me laugh till tears come out :(. AND MY DRAWING SKILLS SUCK TILL I EVEN LAUGH AT MYSELF HAHAHAHA :). and, whenever i saw him in school, i will shy, shy alr will gaze, then will feel inferior, inferior then will sad, sad alr will walk away disappointedly. i hate this feeling :(. anyw, pls more tarbor go outing ley. too much zharbor liao :l. okay, need to go take care of my mom alr.ohyah! i decided to buy pink ice cream phone! byeeeee.

sigh, my sister is sick, my mother is sick. and i have huge responsibilities. gotta take care of my sister for my mom. and gotta take care of my mom by helping her do chores and stuff. and, idk why i feel so down when i saw the pm. letting go, i thought i could do it? maybe i cant. thats why it hurts so much. but all the sadness goes away whenever im with 1e2 or my clique. they always made me laugh and drain all the worries. :). today art class was fun, our class have drawing skills that can make me laugh till tears come out :(. AND MY DRAWING SKILLS SUCK TILL I EVEN LAUGH AT MYSELF HAHAHAHA :). and, whenever i saw him in school, i will shy, shy alr will gaze, then will feel inferior, inferior then will sad, sad alr will walk away disappointedly. i hate this feeling :(. anyw, pls more tarbor go outing ley. too much zharbor liao :l. okay, need to go take care of my mom alr.ohyah! i decided to buy pink ice cream phone! byeeeee.