i want you to be the one, who makes me smile like nobody's business.

I have been alive for 13 years and have a shit face. I am not witty, smart or pretty. I follow trends. I want to lose weight. Frankly, I am just like everybody else: ordinary, normal and discontent with their lives. I enjoy pretending to exercise, walks in the park and blogging. I used to play lame games(i still do) and I swim. Sometimes. i dont welcome spammers too. i want him to be the one who makes me smile like nobody's business.
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Monday, June 2, 2008 @ 8:29 AM

I wish I was with him right NOW..

Improved version .

When i dont call you
[ Its because im waiting for you to
call me ]
When i walk away from you mad
[ Follow me ]
When i stare at your mouth
[ Kiss me ]
When i push you or hit you
[ Grab me and dont let go ]
When i start cursing at you
[ Kiss me and tell me you love me]
When im quiet
[ Ask me whats wrong/Or mess with me. ]
When i ignore you
[ Give me your attention ]
When i pull away
[ Pull me back ]
When you see me at my worst
[ Tell me im beautiful ]
When you see me start crying
[ Hold me and tell me everything will
be alright ]
When you see me walking
[ Sneak up and hug my waist from
behind ]
When im scared
[ Protect me ]
When i lay my head on your shoulder
[ Tilt my head up and kiss me ]
When i tease you
[ Tease me back and make me laugh ]
When i dont answer for a long time
[ reassure me that everything is okay ]
When i look at you with doubt
[ Back yourself up ]
When i say that i like you
[ I really do more than you could
understand ]
When i grab at your hands
[ Hold mine and play with my fingers ]
When i bump into you
[ bump into me back and make me laugh ]
When i tell you a secret
[ keep it safe and untold ]
When i look at you in your eyes
[ dont look away until i do ]
When i miss you
[ im hurting inside ]
When you break my heart
[the pain never really goes away ]
When i say its over
[ i still want you to be mine ]
When i repost this bulletin
[ i want you to read it ]

dear , ily .